Balik kampung..ooo..ooo Balik kampung...hati riang..

Seronoknya tak terkira..drive sorang2 dari Bangi smp lah ke dpn pintu rumah...my mum was worried since i'm all alone..but i said..it's ok...dah biasa bawak sorang2...even tahun lepas pun sama..sorang2 jugak..

Roll from Bangi around 0745am after fuelling my car near Petronas Svs Station...then call my mum bgtau dh nak gerak dh..sms my other sister bgtau the same thing...then teruskan la perjalanan...my first stop..petronas station dekat gombak...sajer sbb nk g toilet..lgpun still early..tgk org tak ramai atas jalan...reach that station around 8 something...then teruskan perjalanan around 9am...my friend also on the way to KB but she's about one hour ahead of me..when i was still in Bangi she already in Bentong..so she keep me updated on the traffic flow sepjg perjalanan...

Keluar aje Karak Highway nak masuk Bentong dah start jem dah..bukan apa...sbb bottle neck nak masuk town Bentong...tensen betul...then traffic start slow...tak pe la..better slow...lepak je bawak keta...my next stop was in Benta, around 11am..rehat kejap then teruskan perjalanan...my third stop was in Gua Musang around 01.30pm...rehat lg..a lot of people on the road but i guess not as many as last year kot...

This year, though jem jugak tapi most of the places tu moving...unlike last year...mmg giler terkedek2....this time org banyak atas jalan tp slow moving je...sepanjang perjalanan..i was enjoying my lagu raya from my newly installed CD/MP3/USB car audio...aku rasa setiap lagu raya tu berulang mahu 7/8 kali kot...hihihihi..tak kesah la tu...sbb dh mood raya kn...nak dengar radio mana ada frequency dalam hutan tuh..

Along the way of my journey...aku rasa hairan knp ada org yg merasa-dirinya-terer nak memotong jalan double lane street...lesen terbang ke dorang tu? sah2 la double lane tak leh memotong...dorang memotong pun tak kemana...abih depan pun setakat 2/3 keta je...paling teruk pun..terperusuk kat bawah lori...geram betul aku dgn org2 tak reti bahasa yg bawak kereta..lansung tak reti nk sabar...dh la tu cara memotong pun cara bahaya...dgn kereta/lori/bas datang dari depan..berani lg tu memotong...ish entah la dorang ni...agaknya kalau dh mati tgh jalan baru nk menyesal...

Nasib baik la aku selamat jugak smp ke rumah tepat jam 6.30pm...alhamdulillah...then lepak2 kejap, borak2 dgn my mum & sister & then bukak puasa...then my other sister dtg dgn husband & anak..first time aku tgk niece aku tuh...dh nk masuk umur 4 bulan..

Apa yg seronok balik kg esp. time raya? seronok sbb dpt jumpa sedara mara yg setahun sekali jer bersua muka...yang tak seronok...pasti aku penat nak menjawab soalan2 cepu Platinum [upgrade sikit dr Cepu Mas...sbb faktor umur...hehehe :)]..tak kesah la tuh...aku buat muka toya je klu dpt soklan cepu platinum/mas/silver..

after buka & rehat..walaupun badan rasa penat..aku keluar bershopping jugak kat TESCO KB smp la dekat jam 11.00pm...on the way balik...sempat lg singgah minum kejap kt gerai...dlm penat tu perut kena layan jugak...hihihi...

Tomorrow is another day for me..nak keluar pergi pasar with my mum..nak beli persiapan untuk nak masak hari raya nnt..tak nk tekedek2 baru nak beli bila tuesday nnt...then nak singgah bank nk tukar duit raya...My godness..this year mmg i fail betul...duit raya belum tukar lg..selalunyer 3rd week of puasa dh siap tukar dh..but this year my schedule really hectic giler,..no time for my self pun...so..hopefully tomorrow ada la bank bleh tukar duit...takut tak der je,...then tak der la duit raya i nk bg kt budak2...

Till then..XOXOXOXO

15th September 2008 ...15 Ramadhan

I just got home from KLIA...sending off my UNIM students to UK...so tiring since you are working until late at night...thought it's just PR job...coz entertaining students & parents..but it's really tiring...but it's ok..seeing the happy faces of my 12 lovely brothers & sisters makes me forget about what had happen to me today...

Early this morning - involved in a car accident..alhamdulillah tak apa2...but my car la pretty bad..me still ok..eventhough still shaking smp tghari...that incident happen round 7 something this morning...near to Sg Besi toll plaza...so i decided to make a u-turn..i'm a bit blank kejap bila dh kena tuh...i send him sms...he then call me when i arrived home...

My housemate was puzzled as she saw me walking into the house..."eh...kenapa?"...."kak yus accident"...."hah??? accident? kat mana? mcmana bleh jadi?"...i explained it to her...then i go inside my room & rest...still shaking & crying...i dont know why i cried..

Since i'm taking EL today...terus la settlekn hal kereta...smp la tghari...then back to my room..buat kerja office pulak...luckily i have all the documents in the hard disk...so boleh la buat kerja...i really feel like in the office...sempat la siapkan learning budget, sempat buat sikit G&A budget, then ask my staff to download some data & send it to me...sempat reply email...

Until bout 2.45 pm i received a phone call from my boss...pasal registration students at nottingham semenyih...ada issue pulak student tak dpt duduk on campus..dpt off campus...dh la hari ni registration aku tak pergi sbb minggu dpn dh ada iftar dgn dorang..so i thought buat apa nk pegi 2/3 kali...never knew that akan ada issue...sungguh sakit jiwa aku...teramat la sakit jiwanya...that was second thing that happen to me...yg buat i really EMOTIONALLY UNSTABBLE...

At 5pm..bersiap2 nk pegi KLIA...from 6pm sampai la lebih kurang 11pm tadi kat klia...meeting the parents & the students...alhamdulillah...semua2 12 org adik2 aku tu dpt fly...initially byk issue dgn batch dorang ni...tp berkat doa semua org...dpt jugak dorang fly...part paling sedih tadi kt International Departure area la..selesai baca doa...dorang bersalam la dgn famili masing2...yg paling syahdu..time tu la jugak kt klia tu pasang lagu raya...syahdu betui...budak2 tu tak menangis...tp parents dorang plak yg menangis..ish ish ish mana tak sedih...nk lepas anak2 pegi negara org..initially some of the parents thought either one of us (me or my boss) will accompany the studnets to London...then i just said...no...we are not going..they're on their own...smp London, Student Advisor UK akan jemput...

Walaupun masih sedih dgn 2 kejadian berturut2 pagi & ptg tadi...tp melihat kesemua adik2 aku tu berangkat pergi..terubat jugak la rasa sedih..

To my dearest adik2:
Zul,Julian,Wei Juin,Danny,Khairi,Khaidir,Nazrin,Faiz,Zayana,Affifah,Azzizat & Haziqah

Ingat pesan akak...show me that you guys are worth the effort..I really wanted to see you guys berjaya kat Nott...jaga tingkah laku, no matter where you are...we are still MALAYSIAN...so jaga nama baik agama, bangsa, negara, keluarga & PETRONAS...keep in touch...

Last but not least...
Off all the things that happen to me today...I said to my self..everything that happen..ada hikmah disebaliknya...it's ok to feel sad but just for a little while...then get back on track...MOVE ON!!!

:)

2nd week of Ramadhan...

It's pretty hectic for me this week..with two Iftar, meetings, operational matters & segalanya lah..but...this week also one of the best week for me...because..

1. i've passed my assessment interview...insyaallah effective 1st Oct...so..it is a gift for my 7th year in the company :D
2. meeting my students @ UiTM & UPM..it's been a while i haven't met them...

It's weekend today...really need to get some good rest as next week will be another busy week for me..monday will buka puasa at KLIA (sending off my UK bound students), Tuesday to Monash Sunway, Wednesday i plan to take unrecorded leave..Thursday to UIA and Friday to Curtin Miri...pheeww...jangan pengsan tgh jalan sudah... :)

Assessment interview...

This morning i had my assessment interview for grade progression...eerrmm what shud i say? i think it was funny..since you being assess on something that you didn't actually do...my position is in HRM skg..but i do nothing that relate to HRM...eeerrmm...yes..i know a bit about rem, ppl planning, recruitment, performance mgt, ODS,IR,JPM & all HRM thingy...but to expect me know in depth bout it....sorry...i don't know...

The assesssors were really assessing me by the books...they just ask me about what ever in the HRM module (they are 6 al together..)...and i'm like...gosh..."aku tak hafal la benda2 tu semua..."and i think i just talk crap most of the times... :( i'm trying for a few times to relate to what am i currently doing in my dept...whether or not they bother to jot down...i don't know...

It took me 2 hours for that interview...9-11 am..my session suppose to be at 10.30am - 12.30pm...but just a second after i opened my notes for final revision i received a phone call from the coordinator of this assessment telling me that the 1st candidate who suppose to be interviewed at 9am cannot make it..so she asked me whether or not i'm willing to be the first one to be interviewed...and i said..."i baru nk buat final review ni..."....am trying to say no to it...but as usual...i feel bad when turning that lady down...then i just say..."eerrrmm ok la kot..."

So 9am sharp...went up to 42nd floor...looking for the interview room...then i saw one familiar face...i just thought...is she one of the assessor? true enough...she is...so tawakkal aje la...

Well..i really hope i can make it..

p/s : dah lama giler tak study...bila buka buku..aku rasa lmbt je nk absorb apa aku baca...pressure giler!